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Caitlin Woodward

Just Might Change Your Life [video]



So, pretty fantastic. I had about three years worth or footage from around the world working with the World Race. I love everything the Lord has shown me. I love each and every person I've met. I love being challenged and loved and encouraged to live life to the fullest. And this is just a little bit of what that looks like.
 
 
(Music by Sidewalk Prophets. Album: These Simple Truths. Those guys are amazing!! Thanks for inspiring!)
 




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Jamaica, mon!



Wow.

I love Jesus. SO much.

Scott Pitts is the coach of our World Race K squad along with his beautiful wife, Carol. I have known them the past three years as I've worked with AIM and the World Race. One of the best parts of knowing someone over time is having the privilege to witness growth in their life and the passions they have getting deeper.

 
 
Over the last twenty years Scott and Carol (better known to us as Pappy and Mama C) have visited Jamaica numerous times. So much so that they've started Beacon Missions International to help serve and love the Jamaican people more effectively.
 
This past week Beacon hosted its first team. And I got to tag along for the ride!

Twenty-two high school seniors from Westminster Christian Academy in Athens, Georgia, along with four adults, joined Scott and me for a fabulous week of ministry. I helped Scott...I mean, Pappy lead this group of young adults throughout Jamaica into various situations allowing for God's truth and love to pour out.

 
 
I was impressed. First by the hearts and humility of the students. This was the first group I have ever worked with that willingly preferred others before themselves. They never complained. Even in uncomfortable situations like the ones we met when we visited the poor house, every student embraced the opportunities God was providing. Second by God's mighty role in our everyday. Yea, even I was reminded that the God of a mission trip is the same God that loves and leads us all in our everyday. God showed up in conversations, prayers, strangers, meal times, and laughter. In His ways. Not mine.

Lemme share two stories:

>>The first full day the kids serves at feeding centers before being asked to walk the streets inviting people to a concert later that night. Great day. That evening we prepared for the concert by setting up and mingling in the crowds. The concert was a combination of music groups and preachers - both American and Jamaican. Shortly before the first band got on stage Pappy got a hold of me. He asked me to get two girls willing to pray healing for a man he had met. Excited, I quickly asked Brittany and Ellen, two ladies with huge faith. We then we introduced to Mr. Shaw, an older man with a large fist-sized tumor on the back of his neck. We prayed and prayed. We prayed some more. I moved over to allow Ellen to sit next to Mr. Shaw along with Brittany. We prayed some more. The girls began to weep and I looked up to see Pappy's grin matched mine. After almost an hour we all stood up. His tumor didn't change but he was blessed. My heart raced hearing Brittany declare, "I know God's going to heal him!" Hearing the faith of young people is the best part of my "job." The next day Pappy got a call from Mr. Shaw. He handed the phone to Brittany. Mr. Shaw shared with them that he no longer had to go to the hospital later that week to have the tumor removed - a surgery he couldn't afford anyway. THE TUMOR WAS GONE!! Rejoice!

>>The last full day was spent on the beach. Yea, I know - rough life. The students got to relax a bit as well as clean up the beach. The end of the day came to a close with great fellowship and a bonfire on the shore. Waves were crashing, the stars were out. It seemed like the perfect ending to the week for the kids. About 7 I noticed a Jamaican man had made his way to our group. He was talking with Pappy and some of the school's chaperons. Nothing new. Pappy's always talking with someone. At 8 the group of men were praying together. "OK," I thought, "that's cool." By 9 Pappy brought this man to the center of the crowd and called everyone over to listen. This man, Lenke, had come over to us being drawn by the bonfire and loads of teenagers...potential customers. Lenke sold drugs and had a bag of weed and ecstasy hoping to sell to us. Throughout the conversations with Pappy and other guys though, Lenke made a decision to come to the Lord that night! When we all heard of our new brother's decision we cheered. We applauded as he threw the bag of drugs into the fire. (Then the police came, but that was just a coincidence. They were just checking out the beach. And we were all OK.) Lenke shared a bit more of his story with us before Pappy took him into the water to be baptized. Having the students be a part of this man's new faith meant so much to all of us. As Lenke came back to the shore they all sang a Jamaica praise song - "Born, born, born again. Thank God I'm born again!" Then without directions from the adults all the students gathered to embrace and pray over this new believer. SERIOUSLY? Ha, God is so good. We could go home now.
 
 

Thank you SO much to all you who prayed for us! Thank you for your continued faith in the Lord and in me. I am still working with AIM as an "off the field" squad leader. We have two more opportunities to meet up with and encourage our teams.  If you would like to join me in continued prayer and financial support - click the "Support Me!" link to the left.
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When God Tucked Me In



I keep old journals. I think it's nostalgic, educational, and entertaining to read the past. As I was away on the World Race a couple years ago my mom even printed out each blog entry for me and kept them in a folder. Last night I needed some bedtime reading so I pulled out the World Race blogs of '08.
 
This is what I stumbled on - A letter I had written to myself after spending a few weeks listening to the Lord in Costa Rica. I don't remember this being super significant two years ago, but last night it was. Last night I heard Abba's voice reading it to me - bringing me joy and tears as He tucked me into bed...
 
cait-e girl,

I know you. I know your heart.

I like seeing you smile when something I do makes you laugh. You have a beautiful smile. I made you that way.

I like when you look at my kids...really look at them. They appreciate it too. You are taking the time to see them how I see them. Aren't they so special! I gave them each a special noise - it's a melody that I created specifically for them. You don't know them all but I see you trying to listen. Quiet down what's inside of you, Cait. Just listen to My music in them. They each have something priceless to show you about Me. Thank you for taking care of them. And remember to pause and listen when you don't get it. You go too fast sometimes. You don't know everything and that's why you need Me.

I'm a mystery, but you have your whole life to know Me more and into eternity. That leaves us a long time to be together. Thank you for being open and willing. Not many people are but I still love them immensely! Just like you. I want you to know though that there will be more. More times when I show up in unexpected ways, more times when I cross the boundary of convenience, more times I'll mess with structure and time. Be flexible. It doesn't mean I'm getting further from you just the image you have of Me is getting bigger. No matter what I will always be enough for you!

So will you please keep calling out with the creative passion I made you with! You don't need an invitation. I am your invitation. Your invitation to breath, to live, to love more deeply than you can on your own. In fact, let Me do more! Relax and trust Me! I'm smiling over you but wondering why you are still confused. I gave you the peace you asked for. Everything will be fine. Don't throw away the gifts I'm giving you. Give them away but don't throw them away. Share My love with others. You can do it.

Hand me your heart again. Each morning I'm ready for it. You have no idea how much healing I still want to do within you. You're so beautiful to Me now but remember we're making you more like My Son. Don't worry just keep looking My way. It's gonna hurt sometimes but I will be closer than you know. You wanted My heartbeat, right? I want to get My hands dirty for you - are you willing to do the same in the mean time? I know things get busy and there is a lot to think about but don't forget Me. Don't forget all I've taken you through, all I've gotten to show you and teach you. I am still the same God. I've saved and healed you before. Let Me do it again. And again, and again....

I love you! Close your eyes and whisper it. Now open your brown eyes and laugh it out of your soul. Give Me a grin and shout it! I like hearing your voice. Talk to Me more, will you? And just be you. As we walk, talk, laugh, cry, dance, and love all I want is you. We don't need a certain time or place. Me and you is more than another one-on-one, OK? So, just love. Love like I told and showed you how to love. Like I love you. Breathe deep - you don't have to get overwhelmed. I'll walk you through this and give you grace with each step. I love you that much. And others need to see and feel My love through you, too. Please. I'll tell you what to do. And I've kinda preferred obedience to flattery. Walk your talk, sweetheart.

Now go and be the you I've always loved and always will. I promised Myself to you so I'm not going anywhere. Hand in hand you are always home.

Continue to share your stories with Me and for Me. They're pretty cool.

Love you,
Abba


 
>>> Dear blog reader,
This is my prayer for you - that you may find time to pause life and listen. Rest in the Lord's arms and receive all the blessing and favor He wants to pour over you. I pray that today you may hear His voice. That He may call you by name. I pray a supernatural comfort and blessing of peace upon your life. You are special. You are adored. You are priceless. And God loves you so very much!
 
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Speaking English. Spending dollars. And seeking Kingdom.



It's kinda late. Worn out. I wanted to make this short. I've been thinking a lot of what to share with you. This way I will hopefully condense it and offer the last couple weeks of my life in a concentrated dose.

Obviously, I am back in the states. After four of, possibly, the best months I've ever had I flew back to Georgia after squad leading the World Race K-squad. I completely fell in love with each of them. I miss them dearly and pray for them everyday.

Coming home to the states was a good thing. Great thing actually. Hard. Didn't anticipate the hard. But it's a good hard.

I didn't have a plan. God showed me some things while I was still with my kids. (And by kids I mean my Racers which come with an average age of about 24.) I knew I was promised Africa but now wasn't my time. From that I knew God still had something in mind for just me. I knew I needed a time away from programs and the obligatory responsibility of working in ministry. I wanted to simply love Jesus and love others. Kinda like a break. Kinda a jump into something new.

I want to live by faith. Every day. All the time. Different country. Same God. What's the difference? In a way I wanted - and still do sometimes - to prove to everyone that God is God and He's still in the game of doing miracles, bringing Kingdom, and showing glory. Sorry, I need to learn to relax. Give it up again and let God do His God thing. I don't need to prove anything. It's His glory. Working on it...

Right before New Year I met up with some friends in Michigan. Long story, short - I chatted with an old friend of mine. Same passion for Jesus. Similar desire to seek God on a daily basis...not just when we're expected to. Two weeks later I found myself sitting on her couch. We've been roommates for a month now.

I moved to Indiana in a cold city outside Indianapolis. Hard. But loving it! This is where I am now. Without family close. Without a job. Without familiarity. Without comfortable. Without any idea what each day holds. GOD IS FAITHFUL. In all His greatness and faithfulness, I know God knows what He's doing. And, ha, He's bringing me closer and closer to His heart everyday.

A beautiful pain I wish I could explain in words...

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans for hope and a future.


Brian and Stacy Alonzo and I worked with the K-squad for four months living fully off support raised by loving friends and family. In order to return to the field to participate in addition debriefs for this squad it will require additional funds. Please consider helping us financially and prayerfully. It's the Body of Christ working together to bring Kingdom! Bless you!
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The Thing with Me and Uganda



Some rumors have gone out. Here's the true story of how AWESOME and FAITHFUL our loving God is...

Oct 4
I was in Serbia with two of my World Race teams. I received an email from my friend Claud with "prayer" in the subject line. Simply out, Claud and his wife Mary wanted to know how they could be praying for me on a deeper level. Seriously!? I replied quickly - Of course I wanted...and needed prayer. And especially from these two amazing people! They had recently moved back to Africa with their two Swazi daughters. This time they were scouting out a place to call home in Uganda.

*Long story short - met Claud and Mary Crosby at my first training camp with AIM the summer of 2002 before they were married. 2003 I went on a trip with Claud. Kept in touch, supported, and have prayed for them every since.*

Oct 5
Journal:
...Lord, what if You want me to go to Uganda? What would it be like for us if I really gave up everything?

Got an email back from Claud looking forward to some regular emails, prayer requests, and updates.

Talked with my good friend, Ellen, for an hour and a half. She had something to tell me about Africa too! We swapped stories. Mine about the Crosby family and Uganda. Hers about her church's involvement with Hope Chest in...Uganda!

Oct 6
Taking a leap of faith from a gut feeling, I emailed Claud and Mary back asking them if I could live in community with them in Uganda for a time.

Talked with good friends and mentors of mine, the Patricks, for another hour and a half. Shared my heart and options seeking more prayer and peace about Uganda.

Oct 7
Received the exciting email from Claud:
In short we have had an interesting experience with the Lord this week, which I believe fits with what you have requested. A few nights ago I had a dream of a number of young people(westerners) sitting around a big dining room table and we were sharing about the voice of the Lord together. As I woke, knowing the dream was from God I began to pray and felt God telling me he was going to send others from other places around the world to come and live with us, some short and some longer term. I kept this to myself for the day. Then when I returned home at the end of the day Mary had been on the internet and told me she was searching for houses for rent in one of the cities we are considering living in. She could only find one house, but it was gorgeous, and had not only the main house, but also had three apartments on the same property. Even more interesting, it had just become available this week for rent, and also had some beds and a few piece of furniture that would remain in the house, one of which was a big dining room table with chairs, just like the one in my dream. SO we contacted the guy and he said it is indeed available and we plan to go and see the place later this week once we get our car sorted out. The price of the house and apartments is high for just us as a family, but very reasonable if we had some others joining us for a season, so we began to pray about if this was the place God had chosen and whom he might send. All that suffice to say we see God in all of this, and believe that you might be the first person of a number who come and share life and the Kingdom with us in community. So Mary and I are all for it and say come on!

Journal:
So much to be grateful for. You're taking me to Uganda to be in community with Claud and Mary. Tell me when - let doors be opened, provide financially. Bring me strength to carry on with zealous love.

Oct 13
Details discussed.

(Before I left Serbia I had conversations with AIM and my parents. Flights, timing, and blessings from both were arranged. Tentatively planning on being in Uganda January-April.)

Oct 16
Journal:
...And what's my mistake? What could I have done better? My heart started to grieve when I realized I have about $100 in the bank, $100 in my pocket...then about $20,000 in school/AIM debt...with an expected three months living in Africa to only spend $500-$800 per month. I HAVE NOTHING OF MY OWN!

Oct 20
Email from Claud about prices and dates for my hopeful arrival into Uganda in January.

Oct 22
Journal:
-Mom and Dad gave me $2000 for support. It made me cry. Ashley gave me $100 - touched my heart SO much that my good friend and single mom would do that. And Becky even gave me $50. You are AWESOME.
-Uganda is still the plan. Help me out, Lord. You are the "how". Tell me specifics = when do You want me to be there? Speak softly and often.


Oct 23
Email from Claud:
...I wanted to share a little more personally where we are on things before we move too fast on you coming. My reason being we are wrestling to get settled. First of all know we deeply want you to be with us if possible and trust that if it is God it will happen...

All in the financial unknown. Keep praying.

Oct 30
Email from Claud:
...Hopefully this does not disturb your plans to much, but we have determined to limit this time in Uganda to an exploratory visit instead of planting our family here. There are a number of reasons for doing this that I can share at a later time, but wanted to communicate with you as soon as we knew so you can plan your year...

No Uganda for now. But LOTS of peace.

Nov 2
Journal:
Saturday I shared with them (the squad) how You closed the door for me to go to Uganda at this time. Sweet obedience. Claud emailed me on Friday sharing with me how it would be best for Mary. Thanks for loving me. It was good to share this with the squad.
 
When I shared my Uganda story with the entire squad in Bulgaria I was kinda hesitant. What would be the point. OK, God here we go. I had shared with everyone throughout the month how awesome God had been. How many impossible doors were opened. How excited I was for this seemingly impossible adventure. And God is faithful. Even though in the end the door was closed...for now...God is still my God. And when we say yes to Him we say yes! We keep our hands out and open and our God gives and takes away. 'Cause He is God and we are not.

Now
Since then I've gotten a lot of confirmations through prayers and prophesies that some day I will go to Uganda. Some day the Lord will send me there. For however long for whatever reasons. And I pray that when that time comes I can still look to Him and say, "Here I am, Lord. Send me." Until then let's just take one day at a time...
 
Getting to hang out with Claud and Mary in South Africa in 2008 on my first World Race.
 
Old picture of the Crosby family in Swaziland.
Love this tribe!
 
 

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Favorite Moments Spent With You



Dearest K-squad,

First, I will apologize to the people in the photographs. I had a limited selection of pictures to choose from. But just to put it out there - I think you all have pretty darn amazing faces whether its captured in a good picture or not. Let's face it - you're hot! And (un)fortunately, this isn't Facebook so you don't get to untag yourself.

Secondly, you all have given me some of the best times I'll never forget in these past few months. Thank you for everything you have taught and experienced with me. In the last few days I've been reflecting
on the good, the bad, and everything in between. Here are some of my favorite moments that were spent just with you...

Amanda - Remember how the two of us were kinda dying to get into the hospital in Moldova - no pun intended. Finally we just went for it. We walked around trying to get into the locked and semi-guarded building. You were all into going farther and deeper each step we took. We were trying to be sneaky. Then I was the random one that stepped on the scale just for fun. Or how about that time when you chased the cows on our hike to Ukraine. Sorry you never caught them.

 Andrea - There was that one time...and then another...when you play David. In 2 consecutive countries your acting skills came into use. Still think that it was nearly hilarious how you guys chose to pop out of the door in Dublin - enter David, stage left. And out you came! Goliath never stood a chance. Or, how about each time I seem to go running with you something entertaining always happens...nice.
 
April - Crazy how we're connected to random people outside of the Race! I enjoyed staying with the JOHOLO girls in Colraine...the sanctuary. I'm so very glad you're here and adore how much you love the people around you!
 
 Bambi - I liked how we ended up hanging out and chatting a lot more in Moldova. I left that place thinking, "Um, pretty sure Bambi's not the quiet one anymore." Oh, and these shoes. You were non-stop entertainment those few days in Budapest.

Bethany - O man! Remember when we took the overnight train to Moldova? And then we had the border cross check in the middle of the night. And that's when the bathroom on the train smelled like rotting...you know what...and you stuck my lotion practically up your nose to avoid the smell. Wow. And then I loved when in Hungary when you were reading and sharing The Heavenly Man to us all...you're gonna kick butt this year!

 Birkleigh - Um, pretty much ev'ryshing....but 'member that one time we ended up praying on the shady balcony in Sofia? Just you and me.
 

Brian - I've really been awakened to see the love you have for our generation especially when its expressed through worship. Thanks for when you step out to prophesy over our men. Loved that time at the Awakening when you called out our guys...rise up, Church! Also, maybe, every time you mentioned purchasing tickets home...may have made me giggle...whether I should have laughed or not thanks for lightening the mood at times. And one last thing...thanks for letting me curse out loud when I needed to. You know the time I'm talking about.
 
 

Casey - Favorite moment? Maybe every time I see your out of control excitement for life. I hope you and Erin get to bike or run through or jump off of something soon...'cause you're in a whole new library to do it in, ya know.
 
 

Daina - Again, thank you for letting me inspire the fohawk on your head. Though I had no idea how it would really turn out. Also, it'll be hard to forget watching your baptism via internet and youtube...and how much I laughed.
 
 

Danielle - Two words: Gopher. Girl.

 
 
David - There was that time we had to wait. Which time you may ask? When we left Northern Ireland and all 4 teams were waiting on the bus so the driver could rest an extra half hour. But you jumped out and played frisbee with me in the parking lot instead. Thanks. You've got great skills, bro.
 
 

Dez - You know how beautiful Croatia was? I liked that short walk we took along the rocky coast in Pula. And maybe every time you hold a guitar and open your mouth to let heaven reign down. That's pretty awesome too.
 

 
Dodge - Heather! Remember when we parted in Budapest after a great couple of days in Pecs? I was sad about missing your birthday and you hadn't really really left yet so you heard me talking (good) about you...then you took your team to TGI Fridays and just told me about it. I'm OK with it...but I still missed you.
 

 
Drea - Dang girl. You love hard! I remember you making all sorts of connections and friends in Belgrade. And then we had that divine appointment for tea at Anne's house. Thank you so much for taking me along! I'll take you and Jesus with my tea and prayers any day.

 
Erin - Your Spirit at the AWAKENING was so alive! The "Holy Spirit" night was incredible. It was funny to me how I tried so hard to pray for you first but the room was so crowded I couldn't get to you. Then at the end when they were pushing us all out of the room you came up to me. Basically you couldn't stand still you were so excited, so alive, so in love with the Lord's presence! Let's pray together again soon!

 
Grant - Remember that one time I gave you a super-hero name: Quick Red McGee. And then when the night came for everyone to unveil their heroic costumes I couldn't even look at you in the man thong and biker shorts. O my...oh my.

 
Higgins - Maybe I'll remember all the times you were real with me. And when you provided me a safe place in Hungary. Thanks.

 
Hollis - I liked your birthday lunch in Moldova. Lots of great people together for a great celebration. Oh!...and you know what just went through my head? That tiny, high-pitched, little elf voice you use sometimes. Oh, my Hollis!

 
Jen - My favorite moment with you goes all the way back to training camp in April. Jake felt led to pray for you so he just pulled me along. He prayed and prayed and you cried and cried. I thought you kinda looked like a Barbie doll. More praying. More crying. Then you were called out to pray and prophesy over me. I have it written in my journal that it was "the most powerfully prophetic prayer" I had ever recieved. You weren't a Barbie doll anymore. Now you were Xena the warrior princess.

 
Joe - You were the first one-on-one I had with a dude from our squad.  Remember that afternoon? I went with your team to the indoor community pool where everyone had to wear a swim cap. Then there was that one old guy in a speedo who occasionally interrupted our conversation just by walking by. Hot.

 
Joel - Though the sight of you as the Clothespin Creeper may, unfortunately, never leave me...My favorite afternoon with you was when we went to the skate park in Osijek. I was really excited to hang out with all of you but really tired too. So you bought me an energy drink! Thanks! And then you entertained my dorky idea to chicken fighting at the skate park...which gave us something to do because we didn't have anything to skate with.

 
Julia - There were a couple late nights in the kitchen in Northern Ireland when you really didn't mind that I processed the day with you when everyone else was asleep. And I really felt special when I finally got a one-on-one coffee date with you in Belgrade. I love seeing you with your teams and how much you care about them. You're a blessing!

 
Katie - Never, never will I forget that one night in Moldova. Forget how they feel about clapping and dancing! We were yelling out the prophetic and praying for that nation and our squad till we were breathless! Thank you for going there with me! Waiting for more moments like that!

 
Kristin - O my love. How faithful you are. You know that day we hiked three hours...to Ukraine. And then we were shown a rive to jump into. Man, that was fun. O wait...but then you were supposed to jump in with me. Holding hands and everything. Instead I jumped off the rock by myself. Alone. Without you. Thanks for that one, love.

 
Leize-Marie - You are one crazy chick. Seeing you play with the kids in Moldova with all that energy kinda exhausted me. Thanks for having fun with those kids, your team, and basically everyone you are around.

 
Lindsay - Maybe one of my favorite random moments in Ireland was with you. Can you guess it? That afternoon Higgs, you, and I went to the women's tea party. Along with eating way to many desserts we ended up singing in that cow field. Singing praises and declaring God's Kingdom over the nation. Then we prayed healing over one of the women there. Wow. That's our life!

 
Liz - Just about everything. You know that the first week I was with you guys in Ireland I kinda didn't even know we had a Liz on our squad. But I was so glad you sought me out for good conversation. And then we got to hang out for a day in Colraine...'member when we finally found each other on the beach and started running. Great embrace! Good times.

 
Madeline - Cleaning the dungeon with you and Roshanne in Dublin...wow, I love your facial expressions. By far that was the greatest way to start my Race with you girls. You're hilarious.

 
Maldonado - Out of everyone on the K squad you're the one I've known the longest. I remember each detail of the night I met you at your first training camp. I was on my way to the Atlanta airport for some other Racers when we found out that AIM forgot to pick you up as well. When I called you said, "I've got long hair and look like Pocahantus. You can't miss me." I didn't. And you talked the WHOLE way back to Gainesville. It was great!

 
Martha - Oh, how I really really liked that pub dinner in Ireland with your old team. So glad I finally got all you guys at once. Fun night at dinner then  waiting for the bus and riding it back. Maybe the most obnoxiously loud crew...but you know how to have a good time.

 
Matt - I thought it was really exciting how excited you got about being able to play ultimate...even in the rain of Ireland! That was a great day. But then there was that time you made me cry...because I was laughing so hard. Remember the night you tried to jump up that wall in Croatia...but you missed...and straddled it for a second instead. Ouch. I did a pretty good reenactment for it though, I thought, for the people that missed it the first time.

 
The Murphy's - Possibly this month was the best 'cause we finally had time to hang out in person! Denise, I remember taking my first run in Colraine with you. We ran in the wet but we talked about family and Jesus and life on the Race. Speaking of running. Mike, running through Istanbul with you to "hunt down" the teams...not only was it fun and spontaneous, but we probably looked hilarious and ridiculous. I thought it was GREAT. Keep running the race you two!

 
Nicole - Remember when we took the metro back to Punch's place in Budapest? You couldn't move your "boobs" fast enough. Oh, oh! How about when you told me that you could speak in tongues for the first time! Oh girly, I love rejoicing over you!

 
Paul - Hey, crazy dude. You know how the internet can be so overrated sometimes. So without it we did gymnastics in the family room of our place in Ireland. Few months later it was good to be reminded of how much we enjoy the crazy things in life. So after our hike in Pecs we jumped on that big stack of hay bails. And I got stuck.

 
Ralph - First...I liked when I got to know you and know that you're not really quiet. You don't mind sharing your story and thought. It began in the kitchen at Adre's house in Moldova when I got to hear Ralph's story from high school til now. And did you know that when you were getting the tattoo done that I designed for you I almost cried. Yup, actual tears. Love you, bro!

 
Reed - Heather Reed! Your joy overflows! Though it was just a short time I remember talking with you the first week in Ireland at that camp. Your family had just experienced a loss but you were so in love with the Lord and how He had brought you around the world to serve Him. He's your first love and I experience that with every hug I get from you.

 
Stacy - You are darling. You inspired me to find out more random facts from everyone on the squad. I liked sitting with you under the tent at the camp in Ireland learning your family was from Romania. And you spoke Romanian. Wow. You're talented and beautiful!

 
Stacy Alonzo - Oh, Mrs. Alonzo! I'm so glad God paired us together for this amazing job. Remember at Launch training when we basically jogged to and from McDonald's. And in that time we scarfed down our dinner AND shared our life stories with each other. This has been a unique journey for the three of us. Remember when we were walking through Pula. I had just mentioned how I am not a fan of cobblestone streets. You two are. Then you laid the smack down on that cobblestone street with your face. I didn't laugh then, but when you think about it...the incident did have humorous timing. I have LOVED having you here for this!

 
Tamica - Hey friend. I really liked when we got to Turkey and had that walk back from the ferry. We decided we wanted to be real friends. And then there was that night later when we watched Now and Then. I think that's when it happened. Great memories to follow as friends. Oh, the first might be me getting crapped on by that stupid lucky Turkish seagull. Hmmm, thanks for being here!

 
Tim - Timmy!! I'm so glad you're here too. If it wasn't for you I would have never experienced such a great 'First Time Surfing' day. That I owe  all to you. Oh, but remember how there's more waves in a bathtub then there were that day. Not only the most waveless beach in Ireland, but in all the beaches I've ever seen around the world. Which made it all the more hysterical and memorable: two Racers in wet-suits just bobbing in the ocean...for about an hour.

 
Tres - Dude, I just like talking with you. Like that one time in Moldova. Remember the night when we were sitting in the yard debriefing the day. It was late I guess and dark...being that it was night and all. Larissa came over to tell me good-night. Ha, and you scared her 'cause she couldn't see you until you smiled. On another note...how about that time we got to walk Jack back to his class in Budapest. Getting excited about His Kingdom and Church! I'm ready for that again.

 
Weaver - We brought those Oreos to you special at the Awakening debrief. I didn't think they would make you cry. In fact I didn't know much about you. That's why I think in Budapest when we recognized that fact of not knowing...we took it on boldly. We smiled. Then I kinda jumped on you where you were sitting in the family room of the Long's house and we held hands for a moment. I hear you're pretty great. Looking forward to more from you.

 
Williamson - Finally, we had our chance to do cookie dough church! And I was so pumped that you were the one I got to share it with. Thanks for going all in on that with me. You know what I also loved? That apple tea time at the cat infested restaurant in Istanbul. It was pretty sweet talking about boys with you. Good times. Good times.


Finally, I miss you so much! Enjoy your last days of ministry this month. Looking forward to a great family get together for Thanksgiving! I'll be waiting for hugs!

All my love and prayers,
Caitlin


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When I Take Myself Too Seriously



Yesterday I spent the first half of the day in a deep funk. There was a lot of my plate and even more going through my mind. Nothing was satisfying. I wasn't feeling well and didn't know which way to go. Part confusion, part delirious. I crawled into my top bunk bed for the third or so time that morning. Beginning to journal...

My lungs are tired. My throat is tired. My eyes, mind, and heart are tired. The Spirit keeps me fighting. 18 days. What do You want today to be?

I slept. I tried to pray. Tried to read.

Luke 12 is good.

Beware of the Leaven of the Pharisees (vs. 1-3)
>>I was worried about the issues and lies our generation has been fed. More worried when the people I love are walking in that untruth. How can I help them? How can I bring them light? When will the breaking point come? When will they get it?

Have No Fear (vs. 4-5)
>>This is hard. It's the best job I've ever been a part of but it beats me down nearly everyday. I am weak. The Lord is my strength. That's good. I'm not always going to be treated well, but I don't have to fear. He's taking great care of me.

Acknowledge Christ Before Men (vs. 9)
>>I'm in a new room at the hostel here in Istanbul. Tamica and I are sharing it with 3 other women. Naomi from India was the first in there that we got to meet. The first night we exchanged stories of where we were from and why we were all in Turkey. Naomi shared with great joy and love stories of her daughter who will be joining her next week. Tamica and I kinda beat around the bush about why we ended up in Turkey with a large group. We never mentioned Jesus' name.

Do Not Be Anxious (vs. 22-23)
>>Where will I live when I return to the states? What happens with the only 40% of support I've raised? There's so much more I should/could be doing? How's this going to turn out?

You Must Be Ready (vs. 35-37)
>>Am I? I'm still in my pajamas at 3 in the afternoon.
 
 >>>>Tired of my whining yet? Hold on. This is worth it. God redeemed my day! Remember that time in Moldova?<<<<
 
By 3 o'clock we figured the rest of the day was open. Brian, Stacy, Mike, Denise, Tamica and I have developed into our own small squad leader team. Scene set.
 
The married couples were busy. Tamica and I had the freedom to just go! Now I was ready. Without an agenda but to find the bus station we set out into the city.
 
Walking to the tram the two of us dove into how we were really doing. I had my long list. I began unloading...
 
Istanbul is by water. Water means lots of seagulls. A flock flew over us. Tamica covered her head. I thought about it. For about half a  second. Kept walking. Kept talking.
 
Splat.
 
Something just happened to land on my head. We stopped. I turned to Tamica. Eeew!! She pulled out tissues I pulled out my water and through a lot of laughter she tried to wipe the bird poop of my head and back.
 
We started drawing a crowd. One Turkish man noticed our unfortunate situation.
 
"You are lucky."
 
"I just got crapped on by a bird. I wouldn't call this lucky."
 
"But think. There are a million people in the city. And it picked you."
 
 Seriously? Oh, how the Lord knows I like to smile. I got washed up. Tamica and I walked arm in arm to the tram still laughing. I was humbled. Ha! I couldn't even finish my long list of lamentations.
 
Tram to the metro. Squished like cattle. Metro to the bus station. Which by the way looks exactly all the same in about 7 different ways. Shops, stairs, clocks, parking lots. Night was coming and I just walked around the same kebab stand about 13 times. Spirit on us, protected by angels we made it home safe and sound. World traveling is crazy. And this is my life.
 
Back at the hostel. I picked up a 30 cent loaf of bread for dinner. Walked into my room to wash my hands. Naomi was there. In the bathroom I whispered a quick prayer, "God make this happen."
 
Just me and Noami. We shared about our days. Then about life. Then about religion. Then about You, Lord! She has one of the most giving and joyful hearts. She gets need. She gets poverty and the action needed around the world. And she shared with me how simple this really is, "You love God. And you love people." Yes!
 
I came out of my room after that inspiring chat wanting to change the world.
 
The night continued with an impromptu waffle dinner with team Sofia. They are pretty amazing. I might have chopped Joe's finger with my butter knife as he reached for our last bite of ice cream Liz and I were splitting. Sorry, Joe.
 
Back at the hostel restaurant with the six of us. This has become some what of an office for us. Emails, budget, planning, communicating...lots to do. Mike and I got bored.
 
"Let's go hunt down the teams!"
 
And we were off! 4 of the 6 teams from the K squad are dispersed on this side of Istanbul. Mission, ready, go! We gave ourselves 20 minutes and started running.
 
Ha! Team Fresh. Team Mosaic. Team Sofia. 3/4 not bad. Passing. Time deduction 'cause it actually took us an hour. But we ran. Bonus. Seeing the faces on all our surprised Racers: priceless! Love them!! The refresh me so much!
 
11 PM. Finished watching the last half hour of Little Miss Sunshine with Tamica. The best last half hour of that movie.
 
Lights out. Smiling. Won't take myself too seriously next time.
 
Good day. Good God.
 
Amen!

 
 

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God and the Church



Here are the last 14 members of the K squad to be introduced. Listen carefully - they say some great stuff.


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God and the world



Teams Kingdom Unity and Petra in Croatia. LOVE them too!


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God and me



Our squad is separated into three countries this month. I figured as I traveled around I would ask them some questions. This is also my way of introducing you as a blog reader to more of the August K-squad.


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